freaking out a little

Okay--good news is that Torts and Contacts actually makes sense this weekend (vs last)--I am not really sure that Crim. law will ever make sense, the cases are sooo much more complicated than everything else...

Bad news--I am freaking out about money...again. I didn't have money for city trash bags this week so I put my trash on the back porch until next week--now I have gnats swarming the back porch (yuck!!) All my extra money has gone to pay parking and my kids school supplies. I know that my loan money will come in the next couple of weeks but until then I have very little extra money and then there is the whole concept that it isn't really extra money when it does come--it's loan money that I have to pay back at some point. The trash isn't a huge problem--I can put it in my car and take it to work tomorrow and put it in the dumpster there, not a huge deal. It's the entire point that I am going to be living like this for at least three years. I almost hyper-ventilated at just the idea.

REMINDER TO SELF: It will all be worth it...I will be better off with this degree...It will all be worth it...I will be better off with this degree...